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23rd September 2003

7:01am: Happy Birthday to the love of my life/godfather-goldfish of mine and alicia kettler's children/the jolly green giant girl/my dance party partner/girl who is in the COOLEST trio ever! So what im trying to say is:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA MATZKE!!




i love you jess! i hope ur birthday is great!

22nd September 2003

6:57pm: eeepp i love him
i love my brian so much. hes so great <3

Brian: i just got home,but i have to go do homework and gotta eat, but i just wanted to tell u i love u


wow hes amazing. i love him with all my heart <3333
i was having such a bad day until that.
i puked 2x this morning. went into school late. im fine now though. i had a really bad dream last night and i woke up just shaking because i was so scared. thats never happened to me before. idk. but brian just made this horrible day into a good one <333

I <3 BR.

21st September 2003

8:24pm: Today i had my college showcase tournament in Connecticut. Me and the Pc girls were like practicually the ONLY jersey girLs there. None of us from pC were on teh same team. we had 2 b there by 8 blahhh i was up @ 5:30 yet again today..jus like yesterday blahh. we drove the serritella's there too oh man good times. lol enjoy the pictures from today....


Basketball Picture BayBeh!Collapse )

20th September 2003

8:16pm: today i had a college exposure bball tourney for basketball. it was down the shore @ rebounds in Neptune. There was a good amount of college scouts there too and i didnt play too bad actually. The scout from Monmouth University was at my game and she opened up the pamphlet rite after i made a good play. im hoping she was checking my info *crosses fingers* i kno im only a soph and i got a couple more years at this but i would really like to go to monmouth. Its a good school, their Divison 1 and its far enough from home, but not too far. Umm i kno the coach from Farleigh Dickinson was at one of my games. I also know that the coach from siena was there...NYU...Colombia....East
Strosberg...Fairfield....Hartford....there was a lot more too but thats all i can think of for rite now.

but ya i do really wanna play basketball in college and like even if it is D2 ya kno...it happens. but i would really like to play @ a Division1[D1] school as long as education wise they have things directed towards what i wanna do.

oh well. yahh i had to be there @ 7:45 this morning blahhh
2morrow i have another showcase tournament in Connecticut at Sacred Heart i have to be there by 8. 0o0 behbay i cant wait. lol

Laterness
-|KaTiE|-

19th September 2003

4:36pm: I set myself up for....
Me + aLicia = October 3rd YeLLowcard FaLLout Boy and Matchbook Romance <333

hoLLer!!!!


that equals like the greatest show of all time

i cant wait!! eeppp!

18th September 2003

4:37pm: This is for Leanne....
ummm b/c Leanne requested it...here are some pics of me in my pC uniform. this isnt what i wear everyday cuz there is like 3457438574389 million shirts n skirts n pants u can wear but this is what i wore today...every1 comment on how ugly i am :) hehe

Laterness
-|KaTiE|-

p.s.-jus remember it was like 6:50 in the morning. so i look hella ugly and my eyes arent even like open haha.

Just Admit It You Know you wanna cLick It!Collapse )

17th September 2003

6:49pm: My whole body hurts. Im hoping itll go numb soon so i cant feel it anymore. and itll be like this till atleast the end of november. blahhh.
Current Mood: sore

16th September 2003

10:05pm: My Yegs Hurt...
well 2day started off w/ jackie barton and her mom practically fist fighting in the car over the cd and the radio. it was quite amusing. the moral of that story dont listen to rap and you wont get in fist fight...ahem anyways....

well ya...the rest of the day was just kinda of blahhish. nothing bad nothing great. my english teacher did tell me that i wrote an amazing paper so that helped <333

Later on i went to laur's house. # 21 hollerrr. lol. ya im a dork. so what?! we played some football, ate sweedish fish, ya kno the usual. then her brother chris came over. hes the coolest x5. we were talkin bout music and all that good ish[+poison ivy and wen its really itchy wen u get it on ur balls lmao]. hes a really nice guy!

mr. serritella told me theres no 1 else like me in this world. idk if that a good or bad thing either way i feel unique haha. i was also told i look sexy in my school uniform thats a whole nother story....

so ya who wants 2 c me and my sexy self in my school uniform *crickets* lol

then 2nite i had a work out 4 bball up @ pC. somebody hit a telephone pole..paramus road was stopped. we got there jackie v wanted us to come hear her take a shit. we passed lol. but ya our work out was like parisis but 50x worse. a lot of ppl puked from all the running we did. i didnt. but ya i jus kinda cant feel my legs thats all. lol. jackie barton passed out in my car. haha. oh ya all that running ish + ab work eeeeekkk lol. oh well hehe.

our pC work out schedule is as followed until the end of november.
Monday-Lifting 3-4:30
Tuesday-Conditioning 7:30-9
Wednesday-Lifting 3-4:30
Thursday-Conditioning 7:30-9
Fri-Sun-OFF!! w0ot! w0ot!
then now im home. im going to sleep cuz im hella tiered.

people comment and make me smile :) i need it.

i miss my brian :(

-|KaTiE|-

P.S. 94 days till the first bball game of the season!!! HOLLERRRRR!!!
^^^
im sry im so excited x 454354 i cant wait. its vs holy angels btw. incase u wanted to know :)

15th September 2003

5:26pm: happy birthday to meeeee

thank you to my iha hoes for the phone call <333 iLuGsFm!!!
thank you lauren for myrtle. i love her. hehe.

so ya my parents as part of 1 of my presents they bought me coloring books. wut ya im 15. lol
dora the explorer and disney princess like whoaaaa!!

laterness
-|KtB|-

14th September 2003

8:27pm: Heres a big long boring quiz for all of u...and its about me...enjoy...
its hella long im sorry but i am soooooooooooooooooo bored. sry. </3>


FIVE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU LAUGH:
1. ALicia and aLL our crazy convos [pussies, snakes, and dogs lmao]
2. Mine and Jess's Dance Party
3. ALL of my friends
4. Jay and SiLent Bob Movies
5. Photoshoots

FIVE THINGS YOU LOVE:
1. Brian<333
2. My Friends[esp. the 2/3 of my trio alicia n jess hehe <3]
3. Music
4. The Disney Channel
5. The LittLe Mermaid

FIVE THINGS YOU HATE:
1. Annoying Bitchy GirLs
2. Fake People
3. Rap
4. People who dont mind their own FxCking Buisness
5. Moody People

FIVE THINGS ON YOUR COMPUTER DESK:
1. mouse
2. Pictures
3. Paper
4. Basketball Schedule
5. pens/markers

FIVE FACTS ABOUT YOU:
1. I love Brian
2. I play basketball all year round
3. I do tend to be shy...sometimes
4. ALicia is my babies'Daddy.
5. I have no self confidence at all.

FIVE FAMOUS PEOPLE YOU WANT TO MEET:
1. Gwen Stefani
2. Shaun White
3. Bam Margera
4. Brand New
5. Dropkick Murphys

ARTISTS/SONGS YOU LOVE:
1. Brand New
2. Dropkick Murphys
3. GLassjaw
4. A Static Lullaby
5. Thursday


FIVE FAVORITE FOOD/DRINKS:
1. Diet Mt. Dew
2. Water
3. pretzels
4. chicken fingers
5. french fries

FIVE FAVORITE FRIENDSHIPS RIGHT NOW:
1. ALicia
2. Brian
3. Jess
4. Shay C
5. Christian

FOUR BEVERAGES YOU DRINK FREQUENTLY:
1. diet mt. dew
2. water
3. diet coke
4. milk

FOUR TV SHOWS YOU LIKED WHEN YOU WERE A LITTLE KID:
1. CLarissa Explains it all
2. Salute your shorts
3. Pete and Pete
4. Full House

FOuR PLACES TO GO IN YOUR TOWN:
1. Movie Theater
2. The Avenue
3 Adriana's House
4. ???? Bfield is lame like whoa

FOUR THINGS TO DO WHEN YOUR BORED:
1. aim
2. write songs
3. talk on the fone
4. ..aim

FOUR THINGS/PEOPLE THAT NEVER FAIL TO CHEER YOU UP:
1. Alicia FOR SURE <333 hehe
2. Brian
3. Music
4. The Disney Channel

[ABOUT TEN YEARS AGO -- LIST 3 THINGS]
1. was almost 5 hehe
2. Loved the Little Mermaid [and still do]
3. Was soon to descover she was a huge No Doubt [that happened @ the age of 6]i still like no doubt too. well their old stuff atleast

[ABOUT FOUR YEARS AGO -- LIST 3 THINGS]
1. almost 11
2. i went to hawaii over that summer for a bball tourney
3. had a lot of fun that year

[ABOUT ONE YEAR AGO -- LIST 3 THINGS]
1. i met alicia <3
2. i started high school
3. i was at iha

[TODAY…]
1. i had a bball run
2. watched the gravity games
3. hung out w/my cousins

LAST…
1. DREAM: don't remember
2. CAR RIDE: way home from pC after my run
3. KISS: Brian <3333
4. GOOD CRY: couple days ago on the phone w/ aLicia
5. MOVIE SEEN: Dickie Roberts Former Child Star
6. BOOK READ: Profiles of Courage[damn summer reading hehe]
7. CUSS WORD UTTERED: fuckin a
8. BEVERAGE DRANK: water
9. FOOD CONSUMED: bread
11. PHONE CALL MADE: Brian
12. PHONE CALL RECEIVED: alicia
13. TV SHOW WATCHED: Lizzie Mcguire
14. ITEM BOUGHT: earrings
15. TIME SHOWERED: this afternoon
16. SHOES WORN: nike running sneakers
17. CD PLAYED: Brand New
18. SONG DOWNLOADED: ???
19. ANNOYANCE: ummm..ya.
20. DISAPPOINTMENT: ughh dun wanna get in2 it
21. POP DRANK: sprite
22. THING WRITTEN: Times for a concert
23. KEY USED: house key
24. WORD SPOKEN: bye mom. lol
25. TRIP TO THE BATHROOM: like this afternoon haha
26. SLEEP: last night
27. INSTANT MESSAGE: jess and brian
28. SEXUAL FANTASY: umm...
29. ORGASM: friday nite w/ alicia and jess...errr i mean lolol
30. TIME HAD SEX: virgin
31. WEIRD ENCOUNTER: wen brian and i went to the movies and that lady kept making that weird hissing noise hehe
32. ICE CREAM EATEN: last nite
33. STORE SHOPPED AT: hot topic
34. TIME AMUSED: im always amused
35. TIME WANTING TO DIE: pshh while ago

36. TIME IN LOVE: rite now <3333
37. TIME HUGGED: yesterday
38. TIME SCOLDED: like 3 days ago
39. TIME SPOONED WITH: spooned. that reminds me of mallrats hehe...
40. LIPSTICK USED: none....
41. UNDERWEAR WORN: brian wouldnt go in2 victoria secret w/ me yesterday :( blahh. but ya the string 1s from vickys secrets haha. i love that store mann
42. BRA WORN: nike sports bra
43. SHIRT WORN: 2001 rockland royals aau bball tourney shirt
44. TIME DANCING: friday nite w/ jess...we had yet another dance party <333
45. POSTER LOOKED AT: no doubt
46. CONCERT ATTENDED: LocaL show couple weeks ago
47. WEBPAGE VISITED:Livejournal. hollerrrr
48. E-MAIL RECEIVED: like 20 mins ago
49. TIME WENT OUTSIDE: like 30 minutes ago
50. TIME WENT ON A DATE: yesterday <3 hehe

HAVE YOU EVER...

1. GIVEN ANYONE A BATH? alll the time i meann errr noo
2. SMOKED? sXe
3. DONE ANY DRUGS? sXe
4. BUNGEE JUMPED? no :(
5. MADE YOURSELF THROW UP? yes
6. BEEN SKINNY DIPPING? no
7. BEEN IN LOVE? yes
8. MADE YOURSELF CRY TO GET OUT OF TROUBLE? yes
9. PICTURED YOUR CRUSH NAKED? lol no
10. ACTUALLY SEEN YOUR CRUSH NAKED? yes
11. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED? yes
12. LIED? yes
13. FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? yes
14. REJECTED SOMEONE? uh huh
15. BEEN REJECTED BY SOMEONE? the blind man who never exsited haha alicia
16. USED SOMEONE? yeah and been used for sure
17. DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? yes
18. NOT DONE SOMETHING AND REGRETTED THAT LATER? yes
19. DONE SOME*ONE* YOU REGRET? cant say i have.
20. LOVED SOMEBODY SO MUCH IT MAKES YOU CRY? no

A – ACT YOUR AGE? pshhh never. i have like the sense of humor of a 4th grade boy lol.

B – BORN ON WHAT DAY? September 15th [2morrow]

C – CHORE YOU HATE? folding cloths

D – DAD'S NAME? Wayne

E – ESSENTIAL MAKEUP ITEM? Cover up

F – FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR? Fall and Summer

G – GOLD OR SILVER? silver

H – HOMETOWN? B-Field. hollerrr.

I – INSTRUMENT[S] YOU PLAY? hopefully i will 1 day learn 2 play my guitar

J – JOB TITLE? Student lol

K – KIDS? yes i have 39508473589345908903890435809345870349854 kids and alicia is hte father of all of them haha

L – LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? house

M – MOM'S NAME? Linda

N – NUMBER OF PEOPLE YOU'VE SLEPT WITH? 0

O – OVERNIGHT HOSPITAL STAYS? 0

P – PHOBIA[S]? bugs

Q – QUOTE YOU LIKE? oh man too many

R – RELIGIOUS AFFILIATION? Catholic

S – SIBLINGS? 0

T – TIME YOU WAKE UP? 6:10

U – UNIQUE Talent? ......

V – VEGETABLE YOU REFUSE TO EAT? spinach

W – WORST HABIT? Being Me lol

X – X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD? idk

Y – YUMMY FOOD YOU MAKE? toast lol..i suck at making thigns

Z – ZODIAC SIGN? Virgo

again..sry this was so long.
2:46pm: my birthday = tomorrow.
HOLLERRRR!
10:58am: ahhhhh too true mannn hehe
My inner child is six years old today

My inner child is six years old!


Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla

13th September 2003

9:59pm: B-Unit + K-Unit = <3333
Brian and I went to the mall 2day. i bought new earrings. he bought the from autumn to ashes cd. we walked around GSP like 5 trillion times. Brian wants a shirt that says G-Unit. He hates rap. WTF?! lol. crazy kid. we saw lauren n mrs. serritella. lauren made me a turtle @ build-a-bear 4 my bday eeeppp i cant wait to c it! hehe <3

then mr+ mrs reilly and kate came and picked us up. they took me out to dinner for my bday <333 it was really nice. they r the best!! hehe. kate is so adorable and shes so funny lol. c'mon baby haha lmao!

then they drove me home :( i hate leaving my brian. im not gonna c him for a while. blahh.
he bout me a track jacket for my birthday. its very prettyful. i love it. i love him.

well tehn i came home and talked 2 ali roblado. i miss her. i love her too.

i love every1 lol. yahoo 4 good moods. well its good for rite now im sure it can change haha


<3333

Laterness
-|KaTiE|-


B-UniT + K-UniT = <33333
6/17/03
i Luv U Brian<3333
12:30pm: yesterday=AWESOME!
wow ok where to begin. well yesterday i went to alicia's house about 6ish. she gave me my bday present and i love it alicia = the coolest ever!

so then we had jess's surprise party. Jess, Me, ALicia, Chris, Chris, Jenna, Robby, and the guys from NEA were all there!! wow. we had so much fun!!! we went outside and were jumping on the trampoline. i got jess a rock from the museum by the pool. haha jess. so ya then that damn toothfairy came and we wont tell what happened next. haha.

so ya the guys from nea left and we all went to the park. oh man the walk there was better than the actual park. omg chris and chris using pick up lines! "My name is Gustov, but you can call my Gusto." lmao!! omg that was too funny. chris wore my sweatshirt all nite. he wanted to steal it eeepp. lol. ok so then we finally got to the park and jess's friend laurie and this other girl oops i dun member her name came too. The park was fun until alicia threw up from swinging on the swings too much lol. We found a red truck. lol. Then these kids came and we all wanted to know what they were doing. haha. but we couldnt see them and we ran up the rock climbing wall and were standing by the steering wheel. chris was pretending to be a pirate. then he serenaded the mystery ppl haha. me jenna and chris k were laughing so hard haha.

then we left there and alicia's mom picked us up. we went to dunkin donuts. oh man. not as fun as the 1 in bergenfield tho thats for sure haha. but ya then we drove every1 home alicia and i like passed out on the ride home haha. oh man then we came home and alicia n i had a convo on how the pussies dont like the dogs they like the snakes. haha. oh man. that was crazy. we were talkin bout cats and dogs duhhhhh lol.

oh man last nite was some of the most fun ive had in a LONG time. alicia i love you

well i gotta go cuz im goin 2 the mall w/ brian n then we r goin out 2 dinner w/ his familia.

jess's bday 10 days!!!!!
my bday 2 days!!!!


Laterness
-|KaTiE|-
Current Mood: pissed off

11th September 2003

8:49pm: FEEEEEETUUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSs
well. 2day i met a new group of ppl. we talked about feetuses. dead feetuses. haha. i told then that my best friend[alicia-obviously lol] likes to eat feetueses w/ bbq sauce. matt started singing a song about it. it was muy entertaining lol.

2morrow night is going to be amazing

4 days till my bday hollerrrr

Laterness
<333
-|KaTiE|-

10th September 2003

8:39pm: I feel ive lost you to health and good cheer....
ok i just had a WHOLE entry and LJ deleted it. piece of shit LJ.

if you really care about everything i had to say im me xsuper rad 14x

ill give u a little bit. jackie barton and i started carpooling cuz bergenfield is ghetto and doesnt have busing. then jackie vanore[junior]kept turning the knob on my lock wen i was trying to open my locker. haha it was sooo funny. u had to be there. but every1 was like laughing at us cause we were like screaming in the middle of the hallway haha. then laur body slammmed me into my locker wtf is w/ these kids 2day. they are effin crazy.

then i went to the mall i got sum1 i love a present <333 hehe shhh.
then i got new running sneakers. a pocketbook from gwen stefani's line L.A.M.B and earings that already broke haha. oh and fishnet shirt thingy. yay hehe.

oh ya homecoming october 4th pC vs. CLifton @ 1 at pC [football obviously lol]. Then The dance is @ 7:30 hehe yay

my 15th birthday is in 5 days

8th September 2003

7:14pm: This is for my friends.....
ok so ya im really upset rite now. luckily alicia rose was there for me b4 <333 thanks babe i love you.

so ya i figured id do a little something for my friends. + some pictures of ugly old me from bermuda. please enjoy!

Best Friends Means Friends Forever...+ pics of ugly 'ol meCollapse )</3 Laterness <33333 -|KaTiE B|-

7th September 2003

6:01pm: You see my heart is in one piece.....
well my brian<3333 just left a little while ago.
he came over at 1 and we hung out for a while. watched the disney channel. hollerrr.
then we went and saw Dickie Roberts:Child Star or w/e its called. oh man it was hella funny.
the best part of the movie though was the lady who was sitting a couple rows behind us and she kept making this weird like tisking noise thing haha. oh man it was classic!!!
then we came back to me house and hung out for a little while longer.
he only left a little while ago but i already miss him so much. i love him so much. hes the best thing to happen to me <333 honestly. i just love being in his arms eeeppp.

i also have more great news the greatest trio ever [that being me alicia and jess] should be going back to great adventure this weekend w/ lee's mom. ahhhh icant wait! this time the photo booth pics better work! haha. i love you girls! <333333

oh also....8 days till my birthday!!!! holllerrrr.
yes, presents are expected haha.<3333

Laterness
-|KaTiE|-
Current Mood: sore

6th September 2003

4:20pm: Good To Bad To Worse....
well i had an awesome time yesterday and even this morning. Now i want to cry. Its like they want to make me feel guilty for leaving....why should i be feeling guilty for making a decision that makes me happy?! can someone answer that for me please?

ok well anyway yesterday @ school b/c it was nice out we had mass outside. there is 1500 kids in our school needless to say everyseat in the football stadium bleachers were filled + the press box + on top of the press box. well i was sitting w/ laur and melissa hussan and so we were jus hanging out w/e the next thing ya kno 2 girls starting fighting next to laur. B runs down n get mr. fatiga to break it up lol. Fatiga was standing in between them on the bleachers lol it was hillarious. but it gets funnier!

the italian teacher is walking to bring the communion back into the school. well it was SUPER windy out. next thing ya kno his toupee is like hanging off his head and all u see is his white shiny bald head. omg no1 new he had a toupee! it was CLASSIC! He kept tryin 2 like brush it back and to his head and the wind kept blowing it back off. 1500 kids + all the facutly were laughing at him. omg it was the best greatest thing id ever seen. i wouldve felt bad for him if he werent such an asshole haha. poor laur has to sit rite infront of him in class. shes gonna wet herself laughing so hard im sure lol. i wouldnt be surprised if hes retired by monday. i would be....

so then yesterday i went to laur's after school. we hung out at her house and then went to the park and played football. i learned how to punt. hollerrr hehe. then we got ready and went to Garfield's street fair. we met up with mella mootz and their friend pete too. well they were in elmwood park first n they were tryin to find us...but we were @ the garfield festival haha oh man. lol. but ya it was a lot of fun there. well my money and lauren's skill won me the pink carebear w/ the hearts on it <333 yay. hehe

well today is my mommys bday so happy bday to her and ya...now i gotta go do homework. soo..

Laterness
-|KaTiE|-


oh ya the only good thing. after almost more than a week i finally get to see my boyfriend tomorrow lol. <333 yahoo.

oh ya n btw im super excited b/c i get 2 go weight lifting during my gym period in pc's state of the art weight room. lol. n circui[my teacher] was like ya go do ur bball work out and w/e u want cuz he has 2 show every1 except a couple of us the "basics" hehe yay. i <3 lifting. i <3 pc. they have all these like speed and agility coaches. its awesome there 20934854584754395639594x better than iha n its only been 2 days. eeeppp.
Current Mood: aggravated

4th September 2003

4:28pm: Room 216 is about me...not you...me...
well LJ just deleted my whole entry so here it goes again....

Well my first official day at Paramus Catholic was good! I met a lot of new people. A lot of the people were really nice too. They were like are you new? Then they would like ask me questions. This one girl in my spanish cLass was sooo nice. 118 is like the hardest room to find EVER. like even the other sophs who were there last year still got lost finding it. well this girl like showed me how to get there. I thought that was so nice of her!! Well Laur and I like hung out between practicaLLy every cLass and at Lunch. Theres only 4 minutes between each class but she would come to my classes and meet me.

It is soooo crowded there though. Thats the only problem. There is 425 freshman and add 320+ for each grade of sophs, juniors, and seniors. Forget it. You can hardly move. The hallways are packed.

My Biology teacher can like not say my name at all. It was driving me INSANE! She is French Canadian so she has a really thick accent. [by the way most teachers call me katelyn not katie] so shes like KAT-lyn. Im like ahhhh KATE-lyn. how hard is that?! Just put stress on one more syllabel! is it that hard?! honestly. lol.

Omg this girl today shes a senior i guess? She had a LittLe Mermaid bookbag i was soooooooooo jealous. you have no idea! lol. the sad thing is im not kidding.


But ya i had a lot of fun but i still have a Lot of people to meet. eeeppp.

Laterness
-|KaTiE|-
Current Mood: weird

3rd September 2003

3:02pm: Love the way that sounds and everything else you said...
well, it still hasnt sunk in that summers over or that i wont b in school w/ the coolest girls ever [alicia and shay] anymore. idk. it just doesnt seem real. maybe tomorrow it will feel real? Today was just a day for freshman and transfer students. since im a transfer student i had to go. I had this really awkward feeling that i was gonna be like the only person who was transfering. but luckily between the soph n junior class there is like 35 transfer students. Luckily there is like 1-3 transfer students in all my classes too. i met some cool people today. i mean no one will come close to my iha whores but ya kno who can honestly. but actually i met MRS SARATOGA's daughter. we have like 3 classes together. shes from clifton. shes really cool tho. I met some other cool people so i mean atleast i kno some more people so i feel a little better. I get to spend the next 3 yrs practically everyday[no joke]w/ Laur so that should be fun.

did i mention i miss alicia and shay. i dont know i have this feeling that im not gonna be friends w/ a lot of people other than like alicia and shay from iha anymore cause i have this feeling that they arent gonna wanna hang out with me anymore. idk whatever.

maria williams also transfered from iha. but we dont have ne classes together

2day was just there was a carnival outside and u walked around the whole day that was it. so i mean i only got lost like once yahooo! hehe. but idk its like that school is so big people arent gonna know your a transfer student. theyll just figure that you were there last year but thye just never saw you. whatever. it seems like itll be fun...hopefully *crosses fingers*


brian i miss you <3333 hes a xc practice everyday till 5:30 eeppp. thats a long time to wait for him :( lol i love you brian <3333


Laterness
-|KaTeLyN MaRiE|- <----full name like whoa! hehe
Current Mood: tired

2nd September 2003

6:11pm: wow.
ok. my boyfriends ex g/f just imed me and asked me if i wanted to sleep over her house. im confused. she wants to be friends with me aka she wants something. lol. ya weve never been friends i dont know im quite confused. like shes gotta be smoking something good. lol.

i had to promise my boy id never become friends w/ her. lol. wow my head is spinning rite now so bad. you have no idea. lol. i dont trust her as far as i could throw her [and thats not very far lolol Lee knows haha] this is all so sketchy.

anyone have an ideas on this situation other than shes trying to get him back? cuz i dont.


in better news. its not positive yet...but i mite meet brand new b/c my boyfriend is amazing <333 lol


laterness
-|KaTiE|-
Current Mood: confused

31st August 2003

10:35pm: Last Time i did that was....ughh nevermind.
wow. where to begin.

yesterday we went down the shore 4 scotty's party. it was a lot of fun. i hung out w/ melissa[dawns best friend] a lot. shes awesome. oh man i love her haha. then ali took me her and bianca[a girl from her bball team] to hoffmans. mmmm it was soo good x5. for those of u who dont kno hoffmans is a homemade ice cream place. lol. then we went 2 the rocks. it was downpouring and we decided to go walk on these wet slippery sharp pointy rocks. haha oh man. i lived yahooo! lol. then we drove around a lot. then we went 2 bay head board walk. we found a push cart. bianca pushed me all over the b-walk. it was super slippery so she couldnt steer. i was spinning in circles on the thing. she slipped n busted her ass. oh man that was funny. luckily she wasnt hurt. ne person who saw it was laughing n she was walking around 2 every1 yelling did u c me eat it?! lmao. that girl is super rad for sure! then we all went back and slept over ali's. it was a lot of fun!!

2day i went 2 robin and greg's for the brunck party. i thought it was gonna suck. but it was really fun actually. there was a whole bunch of ppl there. not as many as usual. but hey. a lot of ppl have died in the family so you cant expect the same as theyre used to be. well my cousin Michael from PA showed up. that kid is hella cool! for real. oh man we spent hte whole time talkin bout music. hes played w/ a lot of cool bands [including the prize fight!!!]his band actually played w/ starting line b4 they were all famous n wut not too. he hung out w/ a static lullaby the other day. oh man i was so jealous. hes just too cool. his band is good. i like them. hes gonna tell me wen he has shows by me. i cant wait. hes also gonna send me theyre 11 song cd wen they r done recording it and hes sending me a whole bunch of hteir tshirt and stickers and stuff i cant wait! it was awesome x 574398759837598934 hanging out w/ him again cuz i havent seen him in like 4 yrs. hes gonna b 18 soon so i mean hes not all that much older than me. hes really rad tho. i had a great time hanging out w/ him. talking w/ him also made me realize how bad i really really wanna b in a band. blahhh. lol. so many song lyrics written. must find ppl. lol

but ya thats bout it. i realized how crazy my family is today haha. i love them just the same lol.


Laterness
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Current Mood: creative

30th August 2003

1:47pm: I just want to feel this way forever....
ok i didnt feel like making this 1 friends only. i think certain entries from now on are only gonna be friends only. whatever....

warning...this is another long entry lol..

anyways. last night was sooo much fun x1000.

first i went over to brians <333 house and we played Life w/ kait haha. i have the attention span of a 4 year old and of course got bored after about 20 minutes. lol. then we went and watched the Lizzie Mcguire movie. that was a surprisingly good movie. unless u count the fact that the lizzie mcguire girl cant do an italian accent but heyy shit happens. lol. anywayyz...then brian picked up kait and dropped her on this bean bag. she got really far up in the air. then she hurt her back. lol. it was awesome...up until she got hurt. shes hella cool considering shes 9. were on the same maturity level..so it all works out haha. i think she mite be more mature than me actually. lol.

then mrs. reilly drove us to the show in washington twp. we met up w/ alicia <33 jess<33[dance party hollerrr hehe]ali r<33 shay c<333 chris john jess's friend sophia this guy anthony mary beth tommy kristen d., Luke Mallet, and Kevin Giblin and Gorgina. it was an awesome show!
it was :

Fading Away
Riding Bikes
Airkake
Socratic
Madison
The Prize Fight
Hidden in Plainview

everyone played really good. NO ITS NOT OKAY! lmao. God if it wasnt for that song i swear...lol nahh im not gonna get in 2 them lol. thats a whole nother entry haha. lee u kno wut i mean lmao. the prize fight was supposed 2 go on b4 madison but their gutarist wasnt there so they had 2 wait for him so madison went on b4. by the time tpf gutarist got there they could only play 2 songs :( i was sad cuz they rock so hard. n they didnt play goodnight kiss which is my favorite song by them :( shay and i tried 2 start a skank pit during their set but ya most of those kids had no idea what skanking was but oh well its ok b/c this wasnt a ska show so they shouldnt be expected to kno how haha.

the best part of the nite. brian was hugging me. my other lover jess pushes him and hugs me. the two of them begin pushing each other over who could hug me haha. i love you jess!!

but ya i love bein w/ my brian <333 last nite. i always have such a good time w/ him! every1 liked him too which was good. hehe. were going to see freddy vs. jason on monday. i cant wait!

last nite was great b/c i was with great ppl. i love hanging out w/ alicia shay jess and ali. i love them. hehe. Everybody is so cool!

it makes me sad that summers ending. i just keep thinking about how much fun i had this summer. ive had great friends a great boyfriend and just great times in general.

but ya i gotta go get ready 2 go 2 scotty's party so i will update later.

<33333
Laterness
-|KaTiE|-

p.s.- ALicia and Chris im soooooo happy for you too! you guys are the greatest! i love you.

brian got used to it...so now chris is gonna have 2 get used 2 wut me and u do rite alicia ;) haha u kno wut im talkin bout lolol.

18th August 2003

8:17pm: bored like whoa!
ok ya i just found a bunch of random pictures from this summer and decided 2 scan them. i hope you all enjoy them haha. wheeee. <3333


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